Tämä on nyt englanniksi. En millään haluaisi kääntää sitä suomeksi... so, here we go.
“Do you want to stay for the night?” He asked and held my hand like he never wanted to let me go.
No, no, don’t ask me that. And don’t give me that look, it makes me lose my mind, it makes me crazy. And most of all, it makes me forget that what we are doing is wrong. However, I didn’t say those things to him.
“You know I can’t,” I said, not looking at him. I couldn’t look at him. If I did, I could never leave.
“We are alone, Lauri,” he whispered pulling me closer, not even considering letting go of my hand or letting me go away from him “There’s no-one else in the house.”
“That’s what I’m afraid of,” I said and placed my palm on his chest and tried to push him away “I can’t stay for any longer, Tomi.”
“I know you want to,” he said grinning. I shook my head, but he kept grinning at me.
“No?” he asked and suddenly put his hand between my legs “What is this then?” I blushed. I was hard.
“Let me take care of that,” Tomi mumbled into my ear and put his hands on my hips. His hot breathing on my neck and soft words into my ear made me quiver. What was happening to me? The reasonable side in me, that was dangerously drowning into the deepest place in my brain, kept telling me: Do you not realise that this MAN is your friend?
“No!” I exclaimed with a sudden sense of reason “Let me go”. I struggled away from his hold and hurried to get my coat, but before I got to it, I felt his strong arms around me from behind.
“Shhh...Lauri, it’s ok,” he whispered softly “Come here. I’ll make you some coffee.” Then he took my hand, guided me to the kitchen and sat me down on a seat by the kitchen table. I had been sitting there for countless times before, but this felt like the first time. I watched him putting the coffee machine on. He moved quietly to the fridge to get a milk carton. He knew how I wanted my coffee. With milk, no sugar. I loved the way he moved, so softly, yet so manly.
It had been a rough day for me. I had argued with my girlfriend Anna about the silliest thing: she thought I was having an affair, which I wasn’t. I had left home slamming the door shut and leaving her cry alone in there. Then I found myself standing in front of Tomi’s door. I only wanted a friend comforting me, but what he did to me was far more than that. He asked me to come in and lead me into the living room and sitting on his couch. As I told him about the argument with me and Anna I began crying. The tears were falling onto my face and he softly wiped them away. In that point I was only grateful of his caring behaviour. He really made me feel better. As I still kept crying he put his arms around me and pressed my head on his chest. I didn’t think that was weird or inappropriate, so I buried my face on his chest and sobbed like a child. We stayed like that for a while until my tears stopped falling. As I moved away feeling a little embarrassed for acting like a baby, Tomi put his hands on my face and pressed his lips against mine. I tried to back away, but I couldn’t. Partly because of his hands on my face, but also to my total shock because it felt good and I didn’t want to. I kissed him back. As he noticed that he kissed me more hungrily and tried to part my lips with his tongue. And I let him.
“Here,” Tomi said and placed a mug of coffee in front of me on the table.
“Thanks,” I said quietly staring at the mug. It was perfect, just the way I wanted it, my coffee. I could feel him staring at me as he sat down opposite of me. I took a gulp of my coffee.
“I like this mug,” I said to break the silence.
“You gave it to me,” he noted still staring at me, I could feel it.
“Oh, I did?” I took a closer look at it.
“Lauri,” Tomi sighed “about what happened…”
“You started it,” I interrupted him like it would really matter who started kissing who.
“I know,” he sighed again. He must have been thinking I was acting really childish. “But you kissed me back.” Tomi seemed to be waiting me to say something, but I fished my coffee in silence. Then I raised my head and looked at him. “And your point is?”
“Lauri…” he started, but I stood up and began leaving the kitchen. Once again I felt his arms around me before I had a chance to take no more than few steps.
“I know you’re confused,” he whispered. His lips were nearly touching my ear and his arms were tightly around my chest. I couldn’t move, not that I wanted to. I felt like paralysed in his hold.
“I know you don’t know what to think about this, but please, don’t go,” he said turning me around and looking straight into my eyes. This time it was me who kissed him first. My lips being pressed on his I pushed him roughly against the wall. As I was pressing tight on his chest Tomi wrapped his hands around my back. He started licking my lips with his tongue and I couldn’t find the strength or will to stop myself for opening my mouth and letting his tongue in. As his demanding, soft tongue searched into my mouth I did the same. I pressed him even harder against the wall and he pulled me closer to him. As I bodies were tight against each other I could feel myself getting excited again and I let a moan out.
“We have to stop!” I mumbled.
“Mmmm”
“No, Tomi, please…” I tried, but he put his hand again between my legs, which made me moan out loud and press my face on his neck. I had no idea what was happening. This couldn’t be happening! Tomi was one of my best friends and I had a girlfriend waiting for me at home! I had no idea why he was doing this to me.
“What is this?” I asked
“I’m not sure, but I want you!” he mumbled into my ear “I’ve wanted you for so long.”
“This is wrong,” I said starting to feel panic. Here I was, turned on by my male friend and I needed to get out.
“Why would this be wrong?” Tomi asked and started kissing me again.
“Because...” I tried to say between his soft kisses. He unzipped my trousers and slipped his hand inside. Quickly his hand had found its way also inside my boxes and as he touched me I began gasping and grabbed on his shoulders.
“Because you want me too?” He said and grinned. Tomi had noticed my troubles controlling myself as he touched me. He turned me so that I was standing against the wall now and looking into his eyes. “Try to relax, Lauri.”
He tugged both my trousers and boxers on my ankles and lowered himself on his knees. No way, this is not happening, I thought. Leave now before it’s not too late, I told my self. But it was too late already. I couldn’t leave now. As Tomi took me into his hot mouth I couldn’t help but moan in pleasure. The feeling was so unbelievable that I found it hard to stay on my feet. I was shaking, and I began sliding off onto the floor as my legs simply couldn’t keep me up. As Tomi noticed that he softly caught me up and carried me into his bedroom. And I let him to, I didn’t want to leave any more. As he placed me on my back on the bed and continued doing what he was doing to me before I began shaking even more. I had never in my life experienced anything like that, and it felt truly amazing.
“Oh…fuck…Tomi…”
“Do you like this?” he mumbled and smiled.
“Mmmmm”
“I take that as a yes,” he grinned and started licking and sucking me even harder and faster. As I came into his mouth I couldn’t control my moans.
Tomi was fast asleep next to me. I had done it to him too, taken him into my mouth and made him come. I wasn’t sure what to think now. As I slowly got out of the bed trying not to wake him up, I looked at his beautiful figure. I gathered my clothes from the floor and put them on still looking at him. Wishing Tomi would understand that I needed to go and forget about what had happened between us I slowly walked out from him and softly closed the door behind me. As I got home I went straight to our bedroom and saw Anna sleeping in our bed like an angel. Crawling under the covers next to the woman I was supposed to love and want I whispered into her ear,
“It never happened.”
“Do you want to stay for the night?” He asked and held my hand like he never wanted to let me go.
No, no, don’t ask me that. And don’t give me that look, it makes me lose my mind, it makes me crazy. And most of all, it makes me forget that what we are doing is wrong. However, I didn’t say those things to him.
“You know I can’t,” I said, not looking at him. I couldn’t look at him. If I did, I could never leave.
“We are alone, Lauri,” he whispered pulling me closer, not even considering letting go of my hand or letting me go away from him “There’s no-one else in the house.”
“That’s what I’m afraid of,” I said and placed my palm on his chest and tried to push him away “I can’t stay for any longer, Tomi.”
“I know you want to,” he said grinning. I shook my head, but he kept grinning at me.
“No?” he asked and suddenly put his hand between my legs “What is this then?” I blushed. I was hard.
“Let me take care of that,” Tomi mumbled into my ear and put his hands on my hips. His hot breathing on my neck and soft words into my ear made me quiver. What was happening to me? The reasonable side in me, that was dangerously drowning into the deepest place in my brain, kept telling me: Do you not realise that this MAN is your friend?
“No!” I exclaimed with a sudden sense of reason “Let me go”. I struggled away from his hold and hurried to get my coat, but before I got to it, I felt his strong arms around me from behind.
“Shhh...Lauri, it’s ok,” he whispered softly “Come here. I’ll make you some coffee.” Then he took my hand, guided me to the kitchen and sat me down on a seat by the kitchen table. I had been sitting there for countless times before, but this felt like the first time. I watched him putting the coffee machine on. He moved quietly to the fridge to get a milk carton. He knew how I wanted my coffee. With milk, no sugar. I loved the way he moved, so softly, yet so manly.
It had been a rough day for me. I had argued with my girlfriend Anna about the silliest thing: she thought I was having an affair, which I wasn’t. I had left home slamming the door shut and leaving her cry alone in there. Then I found myself standing in front of Tomi’s door. I only wanted a friend comforting me, but what he did to me was far more than that. He asked me to come in and lead me into the living room and sitting on his couch. As I told him about the argument with me and Anna I began crying. The tears were falling onto my face and he softly wiped them away. In that point I was only grateful of his caring behaviour. He really made me feel better. As I still kept crying he put his arms around me and pressed my head on his chest. I didn’t think that was weird or inappropriate, so I buried my face on his chest and sobbed like a child. We stayed like that for a while until my tears stopped falling. As I moved away feeling a little embarrassed for acting like a baby, Tomi put his hands on my face and pressed his lips against mine. I tried to back away, but I couldn’t. Partly because of his hands on my face, but also to my total shock because it felt good and I didn’t want to. I kissed him back. As he noticed that he kissed me more hungrily and tried to part my lips with his tongue. And I let him.
“Here,” Tomi said and placed a mug of coffee in front of me on the table.
“Thanks,” I said quietly staring at the mug. It was perfect, just the way I wanted it, my coffee. I could feel him staring at me as he sat down opposite of me. I took a gulp of my coffee.
“I like this mug,” I said to break the silence.
“You gave it to me,” he noted still staring at me, I could feel it.
“Oh, I did?” I took a closer look at it.
“Lauri,” Tomi sighed “about what happened…”
“You started it,” I interrupted him like it would really matter who started kissing who.
“I know,” he sighed again. He must have been thinking I was acting really childish. “But you kissed me back.” Tomi seemed to be waiting me to say something, but I fished my coffee in silence. Then I raised my head and looked at him. “And your point is?”
“Lauri…” he started, but I stood up and began leaving the kitchen. Once again I felt his arms around me before I had a chance to take no more than few steps.
“I know you’re confused,” he whispered. His lips were nearly touching my ear and his arms were tightly around my chest. I couldn’t move, not that I wanted to. I felt like paralysed in his hold.
“I know you don’t know what to think about this, but please, don’t go,” he said turning me around and looking straight into my eyes. This time it was me who kissed him first. My lips being pressed on his I pushed him roughly against the wall. As I was pressing tight on his chest Tomi wrapped his hands around my back. He started licking my lips with his tongue and I couldn’t find the strength or will to stop myself for opening my mouth and letting his tongue in. As his demanding, soft tongue searched into my mouth I did the same. I pressed him even harder against the wall and he pulled me closer to him. As I bodies were tight against each other I could feel myself getting excited again and I let a moan out.
“We have to stop!” I mumbled.
“Mmmm”
“No, Tomi, please…” I tried, but he put his hand again between my legs, which made me moan out loud and press my face on his neck. I had no idea what was happening. This couldn’t be happening! Tomi was one of my best friends and I had a girlfriend waiting for me at home! I had no idea why he was doing this to me.
“What is this?” I asked
“I’m not sure, but I want you!” he mumbled into my ear “I’ve wanted you for so long.”
“This is wrong,” I said starting to feel panic. Here I was, turned on by my male friend and I needed to get out.
“Why would this be wrong?” Tomi asked and started kissing me again.
“Because...” I tried to say between his soft kisses. He unzipped my trousers and slipped his hand inside. Quickly his hand had found its way also inside my boxes and as he touched me I began gasping and grabbed on his shoulders.
“Because you want me too?” He said and grinned. Tomi had noticed my troubles controlling myself as he touched me. He turned me so that I was standing against the wall now and looking into his eyes. “Try to relax, Lauri.”
He tugged both my trousers and boxers on my ankles and lowered himself on his knees. No way, this is not happening, I thought. Leave now before it’s not too late, I told my self. But it was too late already. I couldn’t leave now. As Tomi took me into his hot mouth I couldn’t help but moan in pleasure. The feeling was so unbelievable that I found it hard to stay on my feet. I was shaking, and I began sliding off onto the floor as my legs simply couldn’t keep me up. As Tomi noticed that he softly caught me up and carried me into his bedroom. And I let him to, I didn’t want to leave any more. As he placed me on my back on the bed and continued doing what he was doing to me before I began shaking even more. I had never in my life experienced anything like that, and it felt truly amazing.
“Oh…fuck…Tomi…”
“Do you like this?” he mumbled and smiled.
“Mmmmm”
“I take that as a yes,” he grinned and started licking and sucking me even harder and faster. As I came into his mouth I couldn’t control my moans.
Tomi was fast asleep next to me. I had done it to him too, taken him into my mouth and made him come. I wasn’t sure what to think now. As I slowly got out of the bed trying not to wake him up, I looked at his beautiful figure. I gathered my clothes from the floor and put them on still looking at him. Wishing Tomi would understand that I needed to go and forget about what had happened between us I slowly walked out from him and softly closed the door behind me. As I got home I went straight to our bedroom and saw Anna sleeping in our bed like an angel. Crawling under the covers next to the woman I was supposed to love and want I whispered into her ear,
“It never happened.”
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Vanhimmat
ja hyvin kirjoitettu, mitä nyt muutama kirjotusvirhe...mutta eiköhän niitä oo kaikissa teksteissä...:D
englanti oli onneksi helppo lukuista...muuten teksti olisi varmasti jäänyt kokonaan lukematta...:P
toivottasti jatkoa on luvassa???!!!