In someway I´m sick.. I can`t stop thinking about him.. Everywhere I look he`s there, everywhere I go he`s in my thoughts.... Every night I go to sleep, he is the last thing what I`m thinking about.. And in the morning.. when I wake up, I`m wondering what I did wrong.. Even when I´m sleeping, he`s in my head.. I can`t understand why did he choose that old bitch instead of me.. For Christ sake! He is 18 and the bitch is 40!! what is wrong with him?? Of course I know he`s not in love with her, but how on earth can he have sex with that mummy??
I can`t forget the moments we had together.. We were suppouse to go to the beach to talk and just chill out TOGETHER....how could he do this to me..? Can`t he see that I love him more than anything in this world? I don`t know how I´m gonna survive.. I`m not interested of life anymore.. I would just like to go to sleep and never wake up...
I can`t forget the moments we had together.. We were suppouse to go to the beach to talk and just chill out TOGETHER....how could he do this to me..? Can`t he see that I love him more than anything in this world? I don`t know how I´m gonna survive.. I`m not interested of life anymore.. I would just like to go to sleep and never wake up...
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Vanhimmat
Why not do it then, dear? Why not finish your miserable life at once, instead of annoying us here, reading your complaints about your sad, lonely, god damn pathetic life?
Go to your room, cut your veins, die. So simple. So simple.. And as you bleed to death, you can think of why you're dying.. For a guy who liked someone else? Nahh.. Man, that sucks, ehh?
Must you write in a language other than your mother tongue, please make sure you know the language well enough first.
"Everywhere I look he`s there, everywhere I go he`s in my thoughts.... Every night I go to sleep, he is the last thing what I`m thinking about.. And in the morning.. when I wake up, I`m wondering what I did wrong.. Even when I´m sleeping, he`s in my head.."
that sounds quite familiar to me. i'm namely in the same situation as you. i'm afraid telling him the truth is the only possible way for you to succeed. OR you may want to wait and see. maybe one day everything is going to make sense. in your life and in mine.