You did tell me once that I was in the same situation as you were a year ago. I do not quite buy that. In fact, I do not believe that at all. It's true you put me trough hell. But do I hate you for that. No. Do I not realize that it's over. Hell yes, I realize. Do I want this to go on forever. No, Sir. Do I plan to stay here. Yes, for a while. How much time it takes to get over. As much time as I'm willing to give. Why I stayed. 'Cause I cared about you. Why I was mean at times. 'Cause I didn't know better and I have a rather weird sense of humor which I cannot control at all times. Was my purpose to hurt you. Yes, at times it must have been the reason. Am I going nuts. No, I don't think I have anything to loose anymore for that matter. Do I like myself. Yes I do. Do I feel used. Yes, I would have preferred the truth. Do I think I can do better. Yes, but it was you I wanted. Do I feel pretty enough. I do, especially when I'm with people who care. Why I'm writing this in English. 'Cause in French it would take too much bloody time. As a collegue of mine used to say 'do your best, f*ck the rest. She's brilliant by the way. She takes people for who they are. That's what I do as well. I'll do my best. Love, hugs and kisses (virtually)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YeCaH-SHBZk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YeCaH-SHBZk
Vastaukset 6
Vanhimmat
Just small question -is this "she" the new one? And rest of this text is only for note.
No, there's no new girls involved. And her name is not Tarja. Just for the record.
Are we talking about two women relationship? Im just curious.
Dear mk,
what I do in my house, you may not do in your house. So what I do in my house, is my business.
Hei thanks to very quick replay. In fact I dont want to know what you are doing at your place. But now when you say that so as you did I start wondering...And i have not difficult to imagine that. I see: YOU BAKING CAKES
Oh how I hate it when people write everything in one long paragraph and don't divide the text in short paragraphs!