Life isn`t over ( until you say it is )

I went down under your window
and had my meals in there.
Everything you throw out
I will catch them in the air.

I saw him coming out
and pussy squad didn`t shout the FREEZE!
Life isn`t over until you say it is.
I am a one trick wonder
in this circus of flowers and bees.
Even the funniest clowns
are hanging in the trees.
Life became a bad dream.
It`s not over until you say it is.
Too much numbers and words to remember.
I didn`t recall your graduation place.
The names of your favourite birds and squirrels
I hardly don`t remember their face.
Going backwards in your backyard
That I soon became an ape.
I welcome the life without you
and slight changes of my shape.