That love is form of madness. I tend to disagree. Love is a marriage of reason and mixture of powerful feelings. It is not allways a happy one and liike most marriages it does not last forever. It takes a solid decision to make it last. Decisions should be taken with a consent of reason. If not, You may find yourself in shitload of problems. I allways go with the feeling. Who needs reason when You have desire, passion, intuitive urge to be with the special one. When I have my mind made up it takes one hurdred giant fierce creatures to turn it around. I am such a fool when it comes to love. I hurt myself and I end up hurting other people. The worst treatment goes to people that matter the most. And damages I suffer are usually equally painful and distructive.
Coming out of an embarassing end of a so called love affair I feel better than most previous times. I haven' t decided to turn nun. Altough I may become a virgin again before anything actually happens...I haven't decided to hate men and make them suffer. I haven't decided anything in fact. I do not need to take that decision now. Because whatever happens when love comes to me again I will be as powerless and helpless as I was before. Less scared perhaps. Feelings first and then decision. And I so wish that it comes to me. May he be younger or older, may he be rich or poor, sensible or fool, I swear he doesn't have to worry about any of those things 'cause he will have plenty of other things to worry about. I' m the lady with moods. And as stubborn, senseless, selfish or weak I may be, when I love someone there is nobody better than me. I know that now.
Someone wrote here that even if there were 1000 women trying to get him he would pick this particular lady. He didn' t reveal any reasons for his choice but I believe him. That is how love works. You see that one Person and the rest don't matter. If I ever find love like that I have found my reason. Whatever comes to me in this life that mutual love will make it complete. Nothing else matters.
Coming out of an embarassing end of a so called love affair I feel better than most previous times. I haven' t decided to turn nun. Altough I may become a virgin again before anything actually happens...I haven't decided to hate men and make them suffer. I haven't decided anything in fact. I do not need to take that decision now. Because whatever happens when love comes to me again I will be as powerless and helpless as I was before. Less scared perhaps. Feelings first and then decision. And I so wish that it comes to me. May he be younger or older, may he be rich or poor, sensible or fool, I swear he doesn't have to worry about any of those things 'cause he will have plenty of other things to worry about. I' m the lady with moods. And as stubborn, senseless, selfish or weak I may be, when I love someone there is nobody better than me. I know that now.
Someone wrote here that even if there were 1000 women trying to get him he would pick this particular lady. He didn' t reveal any reasons for his choice but I believe him. That is how love works. You see that one Person and the rest don't matter. If I ever find love like that I have found my reason. Whatever comes to me in this life that mutual love will make it complete. Nothing else matters.
Vastaukset 14
Vanhimmat
Find out what ain't love and you get yourself pretty good start.
I get that. But I don't take the trouble of finding out what is not love. No possibilities. Not interesting. Past is past. And only when looking in the past you see if it was not love. When the situation is on, one cannot see. Loving eyes can never see.
I'm not saying that it was not love. It was but it ended. Love means different things to people. My truth is not someone elses truth.
As Sickboy said : Once You have it then You loose it and it''s gone forever.
You can't take the trouble to find it out even if you want to. It will find out you when you are ready. Not sooner or later, but just in the right time. When it happens, you'll know.
I bloody get that. But would it find me in this life and not the next one. That' s what I am talking about. How soon is now?
Now can be always.
Be careful what you wish for...
I wish for it. And take full responsibility for any consequences as they may arise under any circumstances whatsoever any day of the week and twice on Sundays... Ok?
Ok. You just might get it...
You've been warned.
Oh Lord. I hope he is warned as well...thanks for the company. Nightynight.
naiselta tää aloitus on. Älä viisastele, rakkaus on.
Jos rakkaus on, silloin rakkaus myös ei ole. Jos rakkaus ei ole, silloin se myös on. Kysymys kuulukin, että onko se silloin rakkautta vai ei ole?
Rakkaus ei ole siä miksi sitä luulemme. Rakkaus on silloin sitä oikeaa, kun toisen olemassa olo parantaa sinut. Ehjäksi. Rakkaus on aineeton, se on henki. Siihen ei voi tarttua. Se vain on.
-(p&-p)
rakantaakse viimeyönä ja huomasin mukiloivani muita verille. Lopetin sanoihin "kiusaajani". "Menneisyys ja nykyisyys tekevät sydämesi". "Ihmettelen miksi olet aina ensimmäisenä." "Odotan mielenkiinnolla ensiyötä". Joku odotti.