Pls help! I need a job urgently!

Here is my CV. Please help, I have a husband who is depending on me.
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This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a job
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a moral
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing pay-line

Oh how I wish
For solo career
All I wish is to dream again
My loving Marcelo
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Tarja my name forevermore

My flower, withered between
The notes 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with juans
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name


Tuomas sailing home
Tuomas letting go