epätoivoista..

koskaan ei oo paha asia rakastaa. joskus vaan sekin tekee kipeää.
Mutta rakasta, rakasta..kerro rakkallesi kaiki. se ei ehkä edistä suhdettanne, mutat sydämesi keventyy ainakin.

"Suru on rakkauden hinta." - Elizabeth II wtc:n muistotilaisuudessa.

kirjottelin tän itelleni, mielummin kirjotan englanniks.

28.8.2002

still sitting in front of the computer and drinking (this time on an empty stomach. hee hee)

WOMEN DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY WANT! they say that they want someone who loves them, treats them well,
gives them attention, and who they feel safe with. but on the other hand they seem to fall for the ASSHOLE who treats them
like shit, doesn't give a fuck about their feelings, and fucks them HARD all night long. they fall for the ASSHOLE who
knows no rules or regulations, but they tell us that they want the opposite, a decent man.

from looking at people, i've seen that these women-getting ASSHOLES all have a few things in common. they are tall,
they have MONEY, they have a good social status, they drive a car, and act like ASSHOLES WITH REAL ULTIMATE ASSHOLE POWER.
so if i ever want a woman to love me, I MUST LEARN HOW TO BECOME AN ASSHOLE.

TO GET A WOMAN I MUST LEARN HOW TO BECOME A REAL TRUE ASSHOLE WITH REAL ULTIMATE ASSHOLE POWER.

i'm not tall, fuck money, fuck social status, and fuck driving a car. all i have to learn is to be Asshole who will
treat the one he cares for like shit. i guess this is the consequence of another LIE from women: women say they want
sensitive guys, but in fact they want the opposite. what the fuck is wrong with these bitches???????????????
why do they LIE so much???????????

or maybe i could try to combine their lies with the truth. then i'll get: they want a man who is caring, understanding,
a TOTAL ASSHOLE who knows no rules, drives a car, has money, treats them well, treats them like shit, is sensitive,
pounds them hard all night long doggystyle, cares more for other things than sex, is tall, feels safe to be with,
is dangerous, has a high social status, is rebellious, is decent... blah-blah-blah. they DON'T MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE!

women are such COMEDIANS. they are soooooo funny that way. and if you ever feel that you are in LOVE with one,
she'll put a spell on you, control your emotions like a hand-puppet, lie to you, rob you, and rip your heart and soul out.
women are so funny that way. such COMEDIANS


...continued from later on during the day...

for example this is a message that i just got from my ex-girlfriend who i was with 2,5 years. she was a girl who
once said to me that i was the most important person in her life and that she had never felt anything so strongly towards
anyone before me. she also said numerous times that i am the best sex she's ever had and she used to want me ALL the time
before. a year ago that all changed. she probably has been cheating on me all year but i don't have any proof, and since
she is a woman she will NEVER addmit it to me. but this is the message:

""you are the most asshole creature in the world. i never met anyone as pathetic as you are.
you don't know how to communicate with people, unless you use the computer. you fucking nerd.
i thaught that i don't want sex anymore at all. i was wrong. it's just you who made me not want it.
i really get better sex from a better person.
i hate you more than anything.""

to conclude: women are sooooooo funny that way. you'll never hear the truth from them. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM AND
NEVER LET ONE GET CLOSE TO YOU! LOVE IS FOR SUICIDAL IDIOTS.

jep eli rakkaus vituttaa

marja, sun kannatais mennä puhumaan sille niskaselle.. :) siitä se lähtee..