This is for my friend abroad, "Maria Kristina Birgitta". You know who you are don't you.
This morning I woke up, I believe for the last time thinking I was really going to die.Seriously.I thought, now my time has come, this is IT.My lower stomach pain was just unbearable.My eyesight was shady, I shivered and in my messed up mind I could hear former not-friends scream @ me "die whore, watch that whore die!". Their voices echoed as I unbeleavably took a few pained steps to my fridge to soothe my last dying pains with bottled spring water and a vanilla banana yoghurt.
I feared: liver or kidney damage.It could have been expected, stupid as h*ll as I've been.Well, as I shivered inside my towel on my bed I began to get totally better, so much better than before.Better than ever! It was the last frightening moment, and I've had many (lots of super fast pulse rate occasions, have quit tobacco, no alcohol either whatsoever).I'm gaining weight, always keep dark chocolate at home in case of drying up.My metabolism is healing as it's steadier, slower and my fat keeps my pulse rate normal.Thank you Maria Kristina for not leaving me alone.I've been through the worst h*ll of all.But, I think, there will be instead of a dead body more of me, some day.That was what the pain today was due to, my liver is probably OK.Let's say-if I run away, there'll be a red trace in the Siberian snow and you can follow me..
This morning I woke up, I believe for the last time thinking I was really going to die.Seriously.I thought, now my time has come, this is IT.My lower stomach pain was just unbearable.My eyesight was shady, I shivered and in my messed up mind I could hear former not-friends scream @ me "die whore, watch that whore die!". Their voices echoed as I unbeleavably took a few pained steps to my fridge to soothe my last dying pains with bottled spring water and a vanilla banana yoghurt.
I feared: liver or kidney damage.It could have been expected, stupid as h*ll as I've been.Well, as I shivered inside my towel on my bed I began to get totally better, so much better than before.Better than ever! It was the last frightening moment, and I've had many (lots of super fast pulse rate occasions, have quit tobacco, no alcohol either whatsoever).I'm gaining weight, always keep dark chocolate at home in case of drying up.My metabolism is healing as it's steadier, slower and my fat keeps my pulse rate normal.Thank you Maria Kristina for not leaving me alone.I've been through the worst h*ll of all.But, I think, there will be instead of a dead body more of me, some day.That was what the pain today was due to, my liver is probably OK.Let's say-if I run away, there'll be a red trace in the Siberian snow and you can follow me..
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