What have you done, my little spark?
Cursing my name cause again I put you out
Falling apart, you tell yourself you are
Dreaming only of the ones who never dream of you
Im your disappearing one
Vanish when the curtains drawn
But I will come again, and you will let me in
And youll see I never disappear for long
Cursing my name cause again I put you out
Falling apart, you tell yourself you are
Dreaming only of the ones who never dream of you
Im your disappearing one
Vanish when the curtains drawn
But I will come again, and you will let me in
And youll see I never disappear for long
Vastaukset 28
Vanhimmat
my brightest and warmest flame
i will never curse your name
'cause though we are apart
no one else will ever win my heart
for it's you and you alone
you my darling wear the crown
the king of my lonely heart
alone without your love and charms
always dreaming i'd be in your arms
hoping that the time will change
and show my if this is really faith
you, my darling set me on fire
the king of my one desire
Sweet Euphoria mine is the heart you own
You lost the grace of the hands that harmed you
In the daze of a thousand yawns
Lost my love, as it is I'm truly gone
In your morning I will sleep
Fire on an open palm
Death for Jesus and plastic armies
Wouldn't bring me back again
Sweet as ether eyes I'm blind to them
you may sting me filled with poison
and i'll only feel passion running through my vains
you may leave me alone in the darkness
promise you'll never be there for my prays
and yet i find you as a tender light
a comforting touch is your cutting steel
once more you make me feel
only love
i have no grace left for im trampped in the dust
for you have put me under a spell
i lost up my purity over this love & lust
and i will find my way through the flames of hell
for my devotion will keep me safe and whole
and i'll never walk alone
'cause of love
And so we start another day together
You and I and a million miles between us
I train my moods to bloom like flowers unfolding
Instead of fluttering around
And slowly drowning in the
Steel rain, its taking over
The sky is open and the drones are pouring out
The day inhales in a contagious yawn
And there you smile as though the sun
Were bouncing in the
Steel rain, its taking over
in the arms of this darkness in silence i lay
waiting to face yet another undying day
lost in this dreamland inside of me
i'll now fall asleep, feel you holding me
in the palm of your importunate hand
let the rain fall upon me tender and warm
steelroses grow their roots under my skin
and i'll sleep for a thousand years or more
without you to pull me out from the core
from this eternaty i've immersed in
wake me when the angels sing
Open your arms to the lonely shine
Lonesome as gold in a poor mans smile
See how the moon is full
Follow the push and pull
Follow the ebb and flow in the breathing tide
Come on moonchild, youre so far away tonight
The door is falling open and were flying wild
Cat on the road, down in the living night
See how the black dog grins
In the diamond light
Were dreaming and were real
Were broken and were healed
Give in to what you feel over what you see
when the grey dawn is breaking
i've awaken with open eyes
but still blinded by the linguering night
that keeps holding on to it's disguise
making it so painful for sore eyes to try and see
through the shadows that keep drowning me
in my heart i've known it from the start of time
what you keep hiding filled with black binding fear
in your heart i tenderly carved my name
with this burning blade of what seems unreal
and it will stay forever as a part of you
as it will never leave this heart of true
i will love you
'till there is you and me no more
this darkness is slowly eating my heart
every tear i cry for this eternaty
holding us apart
I still recall the taste of my tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head till I dont want to sleep anymore.
Come on tell me.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
Im down to just one thing.
And Im starting to scare myself.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go way.
I just want something.
I just want something I can never have....
close your eyes now, my truest flame
just to feel my touch on your cheek
you don't need to see my eyes to know
i've have truely never gone
and i will always stay beside you
even those miles between us standing tall
like this impervious silent wall
for i am real, and i'm always near
even when despair fills you with fear
and all seems too fragile to exist
the way my heartbeat whispered your name, reminisc
for this is not a dream, these flames are so true
and i would give anything to be with you
to really hold you close, my love
so believe in what you feel, not what you see
that's only what you asked of me
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your words
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your words
I feel the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home....
like you, i have known for all my life
i've felt something missing from inside
and it has haunted me awake and sleep
to find this fullfillment somewhere deep
and to know there was a reason for all the pain
i've walked through shadows searching for you
always believing i would find the truth
someday, staring straight at my face
and now when i look in this mirror of life
i see you, your soul inside my eyes
and i know there is no way to escape
for it was always ment
and i hold you in my soul
the amazing grace of wonders now unfold
for i'm waiting for you to come home
and we'll never again be alone
i have waited for too long
time to hold this back anymore...
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
everything i dreamed of,
in the arms of the black satin night,
promising me a sanctuary
your arms around me tender and tight
you give me peace of mind
every little hopless sigh i made,
long lonely hours waiting for you
just to feel you somewhere close
feel your comfort in the night
you are my light so bright
every capturing fantasy,
that sets me burning night and day
every flame, every inch of my skin
will always bare your name
and i'll never be the same
this and all, you can be
if you want to be for me
for you are everything i hoped for
when my heart was filled with pain
and all this love i felt
with tears like falling rain
happiness is now in all the tears that i shed
for every breath i take
brings you closer in my mind
you have found your place inside me
and i know my hearts no longer mine
this and all you can be
if you want to be for me
but the basic truth is, my love
you have been it in my mind for long
everything about you,
makes you who you are
and my love will be strong
for all that you want to be for me
i will be for you, for all eternaty
and through the darkness my love shines.
Staring at the sea
Will you come?
Is there hope for me?
After all is said and done
Anything at any price
All of this for you
All the spoils of a wasted life
All of this for you
All the world has closed your eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could have done
And all that could have been
Ocean pulls me close
And whispers in my ear
The destiny I've chose
All becoming clear
The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
Washes me away
Makes me disappear
'cause i'm getting used to this pain
you keep leaving behind as you go, again
and you let your fears take a hold of you
there was never nothing i could do
don't you worry 'bout leaving me behind
'cause that is where i've always been
you know i still love you, and i always will
and for a second, i wish that the time would stand still
so i could hold you near once more
but trough this all,
i will not fall,
i will stand tall.
you can keep running for the rest of your life.
kiitos
I'm only near you when I'm gone
And I only love you when I'm down
But one thing you to keep in mind...
I'm down all the time.
Kiitti itelles! :)
i have held you in my heart
just waiting for this last kiss,
since i knew you would appear
and tell me the truth for at last
so i take it and cherish it with pride
as i leave you to my past
i gave you chances to take my heart,
and always you keep tearing me apart
and i forgive you every time you do
and i wouldn't, if i didn't really love you.
so tonight i fall asleep again
with tears in my eyes
i know that your love i will never find
'cause you keep taking it away from me
and i kneel before my destiny
i've had my share of pain and i will bleed for you no more
as you are, so am i
gone forever more
So much blood I'm starting to drown
Runs from cold to colder
Time to time the sky's come down
To help me lose my way
Tears and lies for answers
You and open veins
God knows I'm gone
I just wan't you to
Share my fall
Sorry...
...
Tämä siis sulle ymmärtämätön:
Elämäni kevät kuin sulaa hulluutta
Kuljen aamutaivaan alla
Silmät sokeina, jalat rakoilla ja
Sydän hakkaa kahtasataa
Oli pakko - vaihdoin suuntaa
Palaan polkuni jälkiä, nyt on kiire
Päivä nousee sittenkin...
Nyt tiedän mitä sanoa.....
so you want to make me hate you instead of love?
you can try your best and maybe i will
but before i do leave you in your chosen misery
i will tell you the truth, of how i feel
you are lost inside your mixed up mind
you want to turn ugly all that was beautiful and kind,
so be it,
dwell in your darkness, for your eternaty
but you will not have me as your company.
you say i am weak, but just look at yourself
you keep playing your games with no repent,
i don't know who you are and guess i never really did
you don't know the meaning of love and that is it.
you never hade the courage to really face me,
you keep hiding behind these words, death in their birth
now watch me stand by as you fall down to earth,
i will never ever share your fall
and i will never again answer your call
i now belive, what i should've before
to you i was never nothing at all.
you use me when you want to feel something
for you only get pleasure for tearing my wings,
and the truth is, i was too blind and let you
but i won't ever be your little plaything, it's through.
i feel sad watching you bounce to the walls
trying to escape from your dark little hole,
you have imprisoned yourself what you believe is right,
live in your fears, for i now turn down my light
be happy my dear, with no-one to hold you tight
and to say, it's someday gonna be okay.
there is one thing you can never take from me,
though you have taken all my dignaty
and that is the love i feel
your love is only unreal
sick, twisted lust for pain
and pain is all that you will ever gain.
and i watch you standing tall
for i will never share your fall.
and i close me eyes
and through tears, i smile
a new beginning for you..
Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here
Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I'm locked in my head
With what I've done
I'll carry this burden
Through hell
But I'm happy to see you
Smile again.......
(Kiitos kirjoitusseurasta, joka meni vähän väärille urille lopulta takiani. :) )
tekee hyvää purkaa niitä hyviä (ja huonojakin) ajatuksia ;)
hyvää elämän jatkoa!
tässä nyt viestit naiselta naiselle muuten...? :D Taisi mennä, mut who cares!
Eihän ne miehet tunteitaan osaa näyttääkään... :( :D
mutta teki hyvää kuitenkin ;D...
nostan hattua, oot hyvä inspiraation lähde =)... loistavaa tekstiä
hattua!!
Erinomainen ajattelemisen ja kirjottamisen lahja sulla... :)
kohteliaisuus lämmittää aina mieltä.
:-)