i'm so sorry for my what-ifs

-deceased- kirjoitti:

i'm so sorry for my foolish dreams,
-what if he still does love me?
i'm so sorry for my holding on to past
-what if my love does last?
i'm so sorry for all i wrote for you
-what if he reads it and sees me through?

i'm so sorry, i really am
can't help it, it's the way i am
a little dreamer lost somewhere
where she never wants to be

i'm trying so hard not to think about you
and end up thinking even more
now i'm gonna stop this make-believe
and do what life is really for

live in the reality,
despite how cold it can be.

i'm gonna stop writing these dreams,
my thoughts and my pains,
i'll keep the rest of my tears to myself
for i'd rather bite off my arm,
to do you any more harm

for if you read what is in my heart
it might even get trough to you
but what i truely want is you to forget
even i'm still holding on like a fool

i'm so sorry for my deceitful hopes
-what if there once came a time?
i'm so sorry for loving you so much
-what if someday he would be mine?
i'm so sorry for all the time it has took
-what if we were ment in that little faiths book?

and i'm so sorry, million times or more
i'll never again

open this door

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