I am going to find a good husband in next 6 monthes.And I would love to keep writing diaries about looking for a good husband.
Let me introduce myself first.
I am a 25 years old Chinese girl.And I am an au pair in Denmark at the moment.I came here just for meeting a guy I knew from internet 4 years ago.He is from Finland.And I met him in person in Finland in July.It is a big pity that he does not like me.Thats why I am here.
I am a lovely,kind,funny person.Sometimes maybe a little native.I like reading books,doing sports and cooking.I believe man,believe all the nice things in the world.
I am looking for a good boyfriend to be my husband.I hope he is around my age,good education and nonsmoking.
If you are such a guy or if you know some single guys.Please do not hesitate to write to me!
My email address is∶[email protected]
Let me introduce myself first.
I am a 25 years old Chinese girl.And I am an au pair in Denmark at the moment.I came here just for meeting a guy I knew from internet 4 years ago.He is from Finland.And I met him in person in Finland in July.It is a big pity that he does not like me.Thats why I am here.
I am a lovely,kind,funny person.Sometimes maybe a little native.I like reading books,doing sports and cooking.I believe man,believe all the nice things in the world.
I am looking for a good boyfriend to be my husband.I hope he is around my age,good education and nonsmoking.
If you are such a guy or if you know some single guys.Please do not hesitate to write to me!
My email address is∶[email protected]
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I do not know whether any people will read my diaries.No matter how I would love to keep writing.
At the moment my plan is：Earn enough money to open a company and buy s store in Finland at the end of this year.
Why choose Finland?Well...one reason I have to say because of the internet guy I met.Another reason is I have some good friends there.
When I was a little girl,I begane to dream of a boy.He is tall and around my age with blond hair and blue eyes.And he is around my age.
As time goes by,I dreamed of him all the time.And I can see a lot of thing in my dreams.As if he is always beside me.
I have very good premonition.Nomatter what kind of things I premonition,nomatter how impossible is at that time.If I have a premonition,then everything well be come true sooner or later.
I believe that he is waiting for me in the world somewhere.And I know we will meet each other very soon!
I feel unhappy here.
I am always a happy person.But durning work in this host family.Most of time I feel unhappy.I told the father I feel unhappy here.But he said you can not be happy all the time.I said,I can not be happy all the time.But I can not be unhappy all the time too!
I tried to change host family.But till now I still work there.The mother in this family is not good.
Well...I do not want to say too much about this family.There are still some happy things in my life.I am studying in the language school.And I have a lot of great time in my class.My classmates they like me.And I also like them too.
The Finnish guy I met in July.Few days ago,he told me he will not talk so much online anymore.I said I love talking with him online every day.If I can not see him online.I will think what is he doing and where is he.He said I should use to be without talking with him.I asked him why.He said he has some personal thing to do.But he did not tell me more information.
I suddenly had a bad feeling.Then I can not see him online anymore.I message to him with phone.But he seldom answer me.I tried to call him,but he said do not call him.I asked him why.He said he does not like talk with me in the phone.
Then I knew that he had blocked me on msn already!I asked him why.But no answer.
I suddenly to be very sad.And I cried a lot these days.I really like him.
For meeting him,I did a lot of hard work and cried a lot of times.
I know a lot of people think I am too stupid to meet him in person.I do not know.I just can not control myself.If you really like someone,maybe sometimes you can not control a lot of things.You would love to do everything for him.
I am crying at the moment...
Though I feel so sad.I still tell myself I will meet the right person soon.And I have to prepare to meet him.
For meet the right person.I think my first thing is change my life.As an au pair.I have to do a lot of work every day.I get up at 6 every morning.And then take care of baby,do housework and cooking...I stay at home most of the time.I have no time to go outside to meet new people.And I also have a good chance to know other people.
So to get more time and more chance,I have to change change change.
There are some ways to go to Finland.Such as study,work and open a company there.
About study.I got a lot of information from internet these days.But I have to wait for a long time to go to Finland if I want to study in Finland.
I would love to find a job there.But I do not know how to finland a job there.I tried my best to find a job in Finland.But i did not get any answers.I do not want to be au pair anymore!
I would love to be a long term volunteer in Finland.But I still did not get the answer from them.
The best way for me is open a company in Finland.And this is the thing I really want to do.
I read a lot of information about how to open a company in Finland.And I also talk with other people from internet.I think it is a very good way for me.
To open a company in Finland,I need a lot of money.But I have no money at the moment.I only can get 3000DKK per month,about 400EU.If I want to buy a store in Finland I need more than 10 000EU.
If any people know how to open a company in Finland,you are welcome to talk with me.And my email is：[email protected]
No people can help me to get so much money in a short time.Because I come from a very poor family.And I also do not have rich friend can help me.So I have to help myself.
Sometimes I feel puzzled about my own future.At this age,for a Chinese countryside girl,my family ask me get a boyfriend and get married all the time.
I also want a happy and warm family with good husband and lovely children.
But I did not meet the right person at the moment.And I can not marry a man from the street right?
It is lucky that I am good at doing internet business.And I find a very good way to earn money from internet.I open a internet store few weeks ago.And I also met a lot of good internet friends to help me how to do internet business well.
I had a costumer already.And she is come from CA.
I have not enough time to manage my internet store.And I am going to give up going to the language scholl.Then maybe I have more time to get more costumers and earn more money.
Thank for so many good friends from internet.Though we never meet each other in real life.But they always encourage me,and tell me just go ahead for my own dreams.
I am selling ugg boots here at the moment.I am going to sell other goods too.If you want to buy boots,you are welcome to my store!
The adress is：http://www.ioffer.com/selling/flywithwings
I do not know whether you think I am a little bit foolish.I do all of this just for find a good husband.
I do not know.I just want to get everything I really want.And I am sure I can meet such a good guy and live a happy life together.
Love is the best thing in the world...
Nomatter how,I can not waste anytime on feel sad and so on.I should always thinking of whatever I really want and try my best to get it.And this is the only way for my to let my dreams come true.
I still feel sad about this boy.
What should I do?