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DEPRESSION

Tears falls on my cheek,
I feel so week,
No one who cares,
Only people who stares,
I wish I could leave for a while,
There's nothing to smile,
I think living is'nt my fate,
There's no reason for stay,
I am note the same "me",
I used to be,
I am tired of hiding what I feel,
People don't see what I am, real.
Everyday I fake a smile,
It's the only way to survive,
I don't feel like living anymore,
I wish I could buy a new one at the store,
So much pain in my heart,
Starting a new day is too hard,
It's me against the world,
I feel just so cold,
No matter how hard i try,
I still fall down and cry,
Without feeling any calm,
Life is note life,
without feeling any love,
Life is note nice,
I don't know were I am going,
I don't know, what I am following,
I am so worthless,
I am so useless,
When all happyness is gone,
What we're living for anymore?,
I am too shy,
I am waiting for die,
I wish I could say "goodbye",
I know, no one would'nt even cry,
So WHY I am still here?,
There's nothing who could help me,
There's no "us" or "we",
It's just me.
And with all my sorrow,
With all my fear,
Can there be tomorrow?,
Can I found it near?
I don't want to lie, I want to be okay,
So, I haven't have to say "goodbye",
That would be the best way.