Lonely girl, nobody understood her, nobody was her friend, she was always alone, she enjoyed being alone, but at these moments, these nights, she wish she would had someone, who understood her, who was kind, warm, loving,gentle, and would not judge her fragile and emotional soul.
One day she found someone who was so kind, warm, loving and emotional, she was just like her. The girl fell in love with the girl's ocean blue eyes and gentle smile. Her expression showed so much susceptibility, her eyes were curious, shy, kind , caring but she also saw insecurity,self hatred and fear.
She understood immediately that this girl needed someone who was kind, caring,loving and would not judge her or hurt her, she was just like her. They were match made in heaven, she was like mirror.
The lonely girl tried to be her friend, but she was scared, she was scared to lose her, she was scared that she might be too much or hurt her some way, she was scared of being selfish. She got desperate, she felt she was not enough for the girl.
Unlike her, she had brown eyes, she had long face and she was not as "pretty" as the person she fell in love with love, in her own way she was, but she felt, she was fighting against level 1000 monster with starter gear as level 1 melee.
The positive energy, the kindness, it was unmatched to anyone else, the lonely girl knew this person was her soulmate. Someone so beautiful, someone so emotional, but so fragile and easily scared..
The girl fell in love with good man, had normal life, lived her dream. Lonely girl could do nothing but watch, as the love of her life was with someone else. Every night, she look at the night sky, stars and secretly wished instead of him it would be her. And tears started to drop on the floor, as she cried, criedd until she fell asleep to, to the place where she could be with her.
Lonely girl tried her best, but no matter how much she tried, she was never enough, she was never someone she could date, she was never someone she could love. And she felt hopeless.
She tried to accept other people, she tried to love other people, women, men, but no one could take her place, no one could fill the void in her heart, she just kept trying and trying, she felt frustrated, dissapointed at herself because she was like this.
Out from this world, she did not belong here, there was no one who understood her, people around her cared, but didn't understood, she tried to be a good person, but the vines around her started to grow.
Everyone who touched her, felt the spikes of her vines, the vines had spikes, at first the spikes only hurted a little, but when time went by, the vines started to make toxic venom, that would cause immense pain for anyone who tried to get close to her.
She was all alone, she blocked everyone around her, because her heart was turning black, what was once a kind , caring, loving girl, had turned into emotionless monster, who did not care, who was heartless, the pain she felt had turned her into unrecognizable monster, she was all alone.
Years went by, her soul mate got married to another man, the lonely girl was alone, at some point she just stopped caring, she stopped crying, stopped freaking out, she lost all of her emotions.
Until one day. The girl came back, and said:
"I finally understood what you meant, by your words, years ago".
Lonely girl looked at her, her emotionless eyes started to soak up, and she burt into tears, she cried, and cried, and screamed.
The END
One day she found someone who was so kind, warm, loving and emotional, she was just like her. The girl fell in love with the girl's ocean blue eyes and gentle smile. Her expression showed so much susceptibility, her eyes were curious, shy, kind , caring but she also saw insecurity,self hatred and fear.
She understood immediately that this girl needed someone who was kind, caring,loving and would not judge her or hurt her, she was just like her. They were match made in heaven, she was like mirror.
The lonely girl tried to be her friend, but she was scared, she was scared to lose her, she was scared that she might be too much or hurt her some way, she was scared of being selfish. She got desperate, she felt she was not enough for the girl.
Unlike her, she had brown eyes, she had long face and she was not as "pretty" as the person she fell in love with love, in her own way she was, but she felt, she was fighting against level 1000 monster with starter gear as level 1 melee.
The positive energy, the kindness, it was unmatched to anyone else, the lonely girl knew this person was her soulmate. Someone so beautiful, someone so emotional, but so fragile and easily scared..
The girl fell in love with good man, had normal life, lived her dream. Lonely girl could do nothing but watch, as the love of her life was with someone else. Every night, she look at the night sky, stars and secretly wished instead of him it would be her. And tears started to drop on the floor, as she cried, criedd until she fell asleep to, to the place where she could be with her.
Lonely girl tried her best, but no matter how much she tried, she was never enough, she was never someone she could date, she was never someone she could love. And she felt hopeless.
She tried to accept other people, she tried to love other people, women, men, but no one could take her place, no one could fill the void in her heart, she just kept trying and trying, she felt frustrated, dissapointed at herself because she was like this.
Out from this world, she did not belong here, there was no one who understood her, people around her cared, but didn't understood, she tried to be a good person, but the vines around her started to grow.
Everyone who touched her, felt the spikes of her vines, the vines had spikes, at first the spikes only hurted a little, but when time went by, the vines started to make toxic venom, that would cause immense pain for anyone who tried to get close to her.
She was all alone, she blocked everyone around her, because her heart was turning black, what was once a kind , caring, loving girl, had turned into emotionless monster, who did not care, who was heartless, the pain she felt had turned her into unrecognizable monster, she was all alone.
Years went by, her soul mate got married to another man, the lonely girl was alone, at some point she just stopped caring, she stopped crying, stopped freaking out, she lost all of her emotions.
Until one day. The girl came back, and said:
"I finally understood what you meant, by your words, years ago".
Lonely girl looked at her, her emotionless eyes started to soak up, and she burt into tears, she cried, and cried, and screamed.
The END
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Vanhimmat
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