Karistan tomut jaloistani ...

Kun sinä tämän hänelle kirjoiti, ja tähtäsit mihin tähtäsit, minä huomasin että sinulla oli ollut koko matkan toinen suunnitelma kuin mitä olit antanut ymmärtää. Sinulla oli suunnitelmissasi joko kuolla, tai tuoda se kaikki oikeasti takaisin samaan aikaan kun hän olisi mennyt tutkintaan ties minkälaisena hörhönä joka tekee mitä sattuu. Minä en ole sitä antanut anteeksi, koska sinä petturi puukotit minua selkään ja käytit luottamustani pahantekoon. Sinä luulit että voit huiputtaa Jumalaa pötypuheilla ja tuhota minun rakkaani. Minun vihani on sinun ylläsi tähän päivään asti ollut, ja tulee olemaankin, koska sinuun ei voi ikinä luottaa. Kun sinä täällä leikit kaavoillasi, sinä itse niihin kompastut. Tiedä se ettei minun ole mikään pakko ikinä antaa anteeksi, sanoi se editoitu kirjanne ihan mitä tahansa. Sinun huorakierrostasi emme aloita uudestaan. Sinne ei ole enää tulijoita. Sinun huorasi onkin oikeasti kuollut eikä oikeasti tule enää takaisin. Hän otti kuolemansa vastaan tyynesti, kun kerroin hänelle että hän on saanut koko maailman itseään vihaamaan, eikä hänellä ole enää yhtäkään ystävää, eikä kukaan anna hänelle omastaan enää.

tempart kirjoitti:

Kun sinä tämän hänelle kirjoiti, ja tähtäsit mihin tähtäsit, minä huomasin että sinulla oli ollut koko matkan toinen suunnitelma kuin mitä olit antanut ymmärtää. Sinulla oli suunnitelmissasi joko kuolla, tai tuoda se kaikki oikeasti takaisin samaan aikaan kun hän olisi mennyt tutkintaan ties minkälaisena hörhönä joka tekee mitä sattuu. Minä en ole sitä antanut anteeksi, koska sinä petturi puukotit minua selkään ja käytit luottamustani pahantekoon. Sinä luulit että voit huiputtaa Jumalaa pötypuheilla ja tuhota minun rakkaani. Minun vihani on sinun ylläsi tähän päivään asti ollut, ja tulee olemaankin, koska sinuun ei voi ikinä luottaa. Kun sinä täällä leikit kaavoillasi, sinä itse niihin kompastut. Tiedä se ettei minun ole mikään pakko ikinä antaa anteeksi, sanoi se editoitu kirjanne ihan mitä tahansa. Sinun huorakierrostasi emme aloita uudestaan. Sinne ei ole enää tulijoita. Sinun huorasi onkin oikeasti kuollut eikä oikeasti tule enää takaisin. Hän otti kuolemansa vastaan tyynesti, kun kerroin hänelle että hän on saanut koko maailman itseään vihaamaan, eikä hänellä ole enää yhtäkään ystävää, eikä kukaan anna hänelle omastaan enää.

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I'm fine here by myself, I don't need checkups. If you have to bring this old junk at me again, why don't you let me bring my junk at you again? I told you already not to come here again, why did you? What could possibly change about this situation?
Don't you see this is the way I want to be - by myself alone. You can clearly see what my attitude is towards you - didn't you know who did it to you? Didn't you know who gave the medicine to you? Didn't you know why? Don't you know why I want to harm her? I want her to know that everything in my life fell apart because she had to come there and kiss me. She is to me something I could have done without. Perhaps now you comprehend why I wanted to go whoring rather than marry her?

tempmich kirjoitti:

I'm fine here by myself, I don't need checkups. If you have to bring this old junk at me again, why don't you let me bring my junk at you again? I told you already not to come here again, why did you? What could possibly change about this situation?
Don't you see this is the way I want to be - by myself alone. You can clearly see what my attitude is towards you - didn't you know who did it to you? Didn't you know who gave the medicine to you? Didn't you know why? Don't you know why I want to harm her? I want her to know that everything in my life fell apart because she had to come there and kiss me. She is to me something I could have done without. Perhaps now you comprehend why I wanted to go whoring rather than marry her?

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Thankyou for your confession again. I would like to remind you that I did what I did about the patient you was supposed to be tending to, due to being upset with her finding you of interest knowing that she didn't know that you had chosen to whore already in the very beginning of your creation. Now that we got these confessions out the way I tell you why we really are here ... I see you don't want to know. We are not here because she would have desperately missed your company. She was good and happy in heaven, but I had to take her here to do work with me. Work would have gone fine if only you hadn't butted in with your old patterns. It was yourself who brought this hellish pattern upon us, and we have only put up with the pattern, for our purposes. If you could possibly let us finish our work without hanging around here bothering us, it would really be useful. Comprehend the situation?

tempart kirjoitti:

Thankyou for your confession again. I would like to remind you that I did what I did about the patient you was supposed to be tending to, due to being upset with her finding you of interest knowing that she didn't know that you had chosen to whore already in the very beginning of your creation. Now that we got these confessions out the way I tell you why we really are here ... I see you don't want to know. We are not here because she would have desperately missed your company. She was good and happy in heaven, but I had to take her here to do work with me. Work would have gone fine if only you hadn't butted in with your old patterns. It was yourself who brought this hellish pattern upon us, and we have only put up with the pattern, for our purposes. If you could possibly let us finish our work without hanging around here bothering us, it would really be useful. Comprehend the situation?

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You are saying that I brought you to this place? Let's hear the person here say why she is here:

Have nothing left to say about that.

I was sort of expecting something as a way of telling me here what you perceive as your reason for being here.

I really have nothing left to say about the topic anymore.

I need you to say something about why you are here.

I have nothing left to say about my reason for being here.

That being your attitude I worry that I have made a horrible mistake by bringing you to this place. I will arrange for your future that will not be happening in a place like this but a far better place.