Hi! I'm a man from Finland. My name is Tero. I'd like to ask you to pray for the following prayer request:
I've had many difficulties in my life. I'm from Christian family but my childhood was terrible: the atmosphere of my family was very bad and my parents kept arguing nearly all the time. My father was very aggressive that time (he is an ex-alcoholic and he has had a very bad family background ) and sometimes he beated my mother, me and my sister. I've also had a lot of difficulties at school because other students teased me all the time. I didn't have the energy to defend myself because I was always sick (inflammations in maxillary sinuses) and I had to eat a lot of antibiotics. I didn't sleep well either. I can't even describe how sick I felt all the time... I had a very low self-esteem because of my family backround and all the teasing at school. I was hurt both at home by my father and at school by other students... I began to believe what the other people said about me and my appearance - I was ugly, fat and so on... I hated myself. I thought I had deserved all the troubles I had. I blamed myself for the troubles between my parents. I thought everything was my fault... Sometimes I prayed God to let me die. It was very hard time to me and to my family!
All these troubles in my life have caused very deep wounds inside me. God has been healing me for the past few years but the wounds are still very deep. I know God has done a miracle in my life: without His help I would surely have killed myself! I'd like to ask you to pray God that He would complete the work He has been doing in me... Could you also pray that my vision of God would be clarified (it's hard for me to see God as loving father)... Could you pray that Jesus would fill me with His love and with the Holy Spirit. I really want to understand how much God loves me and to see things clearly! I really want to see how much God has done for me! Could you also pray for my family.
I've had many difficulties in my life. I'm from Christian family but my childhood was terrible: the atmosphere of my family was very bad and my parents kept arguing nearly all the time. My father was very aggressive that time (he is an ex-alcoholic and he has had a very bad family background ) and sometimes he beated my mother, me and my sister. I've also had a lot of difficulties at school because other students teased me all the time. I didn't have the energy to defend myself because I was always sick (inflammations in maxillary sinuses) and I had to eat a lot of antibiotics. I didn't sleep well either. I can't even describe how sick I felt all the time... I had a very low self-esteem because of my family backround and all the teasing at school. I was hurt both at home by my father and at school by other students... I began to believe what the other people said about me and my appearance - I was ugly, fat and so on... I hated myself. I thought I had deserved all the troubles I had. I blamed myself for the troubles between my parents. I thought everything was my fault... Sometimes I prayed God to let me die. It was very hard time to me and to my family!
All these troubles in my life have caused very deep wounds inside me. God has been healing me for the past few years but the wounds are still very deep. I know God has done a miracle in my life: without His help I would surely have killed myself! I'd like to ask you to pray God that He would complete the work He has been doing in me... Could you also pray that my vision of God would be clarified (it's hard for me to see God as loving father)... Could you pray that Jesus would fill me with His love and with the Holy Spirit. I really want to understand how much God loves me and to see things clearly! I really want to see how much God has done for me! Could you also pray for my family.
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Vanhimmat
I`ll pray for you!