I wasted 4 months of my life writing emails
to a girl who wanted to have children with me
and get married. She was the one who was eager to have kids and marriage as far as I understand myself.
A weeks ago I started to think what it really means to have brown kids in Finland. I started to vacillate and considered other alternatives
and talked more seriously to a white lady as I am white myself. Next day I felt awful because we had planned marriage. I confessed her that I had considered this thing. I was shocked while she said it is no problem.
NO PROBLEM?
!!!WHAT!!?
We had been contactin on day to day basis planning our life.
Soon she told me that was allright as she has been contacting to three other guys, although I was allways the best, but however it did not sweat too many tears her to admit it.
Thank You for this experience last time I try to maintain anything without being in physically close and in true contact.
I am sure You dreamers do not like my motherly advice but:
Let Yourself to be fooled harshly and You will be cured from illusion and stop wasting your time and start your life in real time and respect it.
to a girl who wanted to have children with me
and get married. She was the one who was eager to have kids and marriage as far as I understand myself.
A weeks ago I started to think what it really means to have brown kids in Finland. I started to vacillate and considered other alternatives
and talked more seriously to a white lady as I am white myself. Next day I felt awful because we had planned marriage. I confessed her that I had considered this thing. I was shocked while she said it is no problem.
NO PROBLEM?
!!!WHAT!!?
We had been contactin on day to day basis planning our life.
Soon she told me that was allright as she has been contacting to three other guys, although I was allways the best, but however it did not sweat too many tears her to admit it.
Thank You for this experience last time I try to maintain anything without being in physically close and in true contact.
I am sure You dreamers do not like my motherly advice but:
Let Yourself to be fooled harshly and You will be cured from illusion and stop wasting your time and start your life in real time and respect it.
Vastaukset 1
Vanhimmat
Hello,
when I was reading your message, I started to feel,little by little, that perhaps it is better for you to have your relationship ended.
You havent met in reality, so how could you plan to get married and have a family and children?
And your opinion about having "brown children" in Finland!???? well, if you have to think so, I think you are not ready for children, yet.
so, try to live in reality and try to find the right one for yourself, and a mother for your children, in this real life.
have a nice day, all the best for you in your life. :)