I have quite severe memory losses from years gone by.However, now I've found peace and tranquillity in my own space.I create my own little dreamworld after an endless nightmare I couldn't control.
Dealing with survival..Not easy.I feel like it was on the behalf of 4 others' not-surviving..U know, statistics and darwinistic theories..Those 4 others I don't know who they could have been.4 less silly and less superstrong..I sometimes regret not giving up, what's the point in anything now? The meaning of life appears to me bit by bit each morning I wake up.It's something trivial, I guess..
Guilt-tripped and ashamed I am, though..Don't want2B a burden.
What's worse, some keep telling me to give up NOW.Others don't and I'd like to focus on the latter.
No logic in anything but hey, I may have reached the Darwinistic elite..Bye.
Dealing with survival..Not easy.I feel like it was on the behalf of 4 others' not-surviving..U know, statistics and darwinistic theories..Those 4 others I don't know who they could have been.4 less silly and less superstrong..I sometimes regret not giving up, what's the point in anything now? The meaning of life appears to me bit by bit each morning I wake up.It's something trivial, I guess..
Guilt-tripped and ashamed I am, though..Don't want2B a burden.
What's worse, some keep telling me to give up NOW.Others don't and I'd like to focus on the latter.
No logic in anything but hey, I may have reached the Darwinistic elite..Bye.
Vastaukset 1
Vanhimmat
Your story soundes familiar. I escape to my beautiful dreams from this nightmare reality..
But if I don't wake up, nightmare will never end...I realise that and keep on dreaming..