I fell down on my knees.
Was screaming with hurt and pain.
Tried to drown my anguish of loosing the one I had waited for years...
had to cover my pain, put up a brave face and hid my desperation.
Crowled up, saw nothing but darkness.Put my hands around devils neck.Looked up to unseeing eyes and pleaded him;
"Please give me back what is rightfully mine, give me my man, I'm spoken for and you can ask in return what ever you like..."
That's how I made a deal with the devil...
Was screaming with hurt and pain.
Tried to drown my anguish of loosing the one I had waited for years...
had to cover my pain, put up a brave face and hid my desperation.
Crowled up, saw nothing but darkness.Put my hands around devils neck.Looked up to unseeing eyes and pleaded him;
"Please give me back what is rightfully mine, give me my man, I'm spoken for and you can ask in return what ever you like..."
That's how I made a deal with the devil...
Vastaukset 11
Vanhimmat
is rightfully mine....
Niinpä ;))
without you woman by my side
i´m contenplating suicide, torn from all my pride
a man tells me, son that ain´t the way
gonna make deal with you child
gonna live another day
just sign right here son and everythig will be allright...
the right thing....
My hurt and pain...still, doesn't go away...
I have lost the evil...
And pillow next to me is still empty...
Has it ever crossed your mind
This has been such a waste of time
So much heartache, we´re all the same
Too familiar...
We can´t share, unless we fight
Maybe now we both realize
Guarded secret that will remain
It´s too familiar...
And the face that´s in the mirror
There´s no likeness that see
No angels riding by my side
To wash away my sins
And the lines just seem to mark the time
And the memories drag me down
remembering the better days
When we used to paint this town...
How can you say...
It's a waste of time?
When two souls meet...
It's more than fate..it's a piece of heaven, if souls are alike..
it's more than destiny...how dare you undermine it?
it was a dream come true...man who was rightfully mina...
it was a pay after all these years of waiting, hardship.
And now someone has takenit away from me...
And it's not fair!
person. You have to accept that. To try to own another person is violent intruding. No one can´t be rightfully no ones. Everithing has to happen in free will. No one can´t make you love someone. You can´t make no one love you... Free will. Remember that. Peace.
seems to have gone beyond the mind of mortals ...
Was a wrong place to rip open my wounds....show the raw flesh, for there wasn't the one who understood...
Your mind just isn't big enough...
big as yours. Probably even bigger. Only difference is, that my mind is open mind. My mind can see things the way they are. Not how I wish them to be. And believe me, it´s making my life easy. And how the things are, its beyond your wildest imagination. Mind is always creative. It creates images. Mind sees what it wants to see... Until you open it it up and take the control of it.
ps. How can I die if I was never born? Take care. Only true love you can find is in yourself. Everything else is imagination.
that's one way to live one's life...
But there are other ways too....
And can you honestly say...yours is better?
for me. It doesn´t mean that it would be good for you. This is my way. The way I choose to live. You have to find your own. I know how you feel. It feels horrible to want something you can´t have. There´s only one way to survive this. Stop wanting it and find out what you really want. Then you find out that it´s not this man you want, it´s something else... It´s something like you want this man want you as much as you want him. But you can´t make him to want you. This is where the free will come along. It´s the only way... Life is choices. Choose wisely. Because you have to live with your choices. Only you. Hope it all work out for you.
caus....you are so wrong...
Life gave us to each other...it's not what we want...it' what exists...
And you can't fight...the inevitable...
But I close my case...cause you are not the one, I wanted to know how I feel...
You are not the one....that was inside my skin..