I feel like shit..I hate you right now, just because I miss you so much. I wish I'd never met you, so I would not be thinking about you.. I wish I'd never kissed you. I wish you never told me that you love me.. I wish all these things but I still miss you so much and can not imagine life without you. But I'll have to deal with it 'cause you're not here, and probably never will be. I wish you'd tell me your plans and if you see us together in the future. But I'm afraid to ask. If I could see your face,
your beautiful eyes I'd know.. You say you miss me and can't wait 'til six months are over and we'll see each other again, but it has only been a month.. To me it has been eternity and another six months seems like a life time.
I love you, I miss you..I wish I'd have the courage to say goodbye, it hurts too
much not to be with you..! I wish I could tell you all this, but I'll just call to say I love you..
your beautiful eyes I'd know.. You say you miss me and can't wait 'til six months are over and we'll see each other again, but it has only been a month.. To me it has been eternity and another six months seems like a life time.
I love you, I miss you..I wish I'd have the courage to say goodbye, it hurts too
much not to be with you..! I wish I could tell you all this, but I'll just call to say I love you..
Vastaukset 18
Vanhimmat
I know dat feelin`. U wish to move on and not lookin` back but u cant. missing and questions in your head. It hurts. Love hurts.
O my god.. you have almost exactly the same situation what I have... Me and my girl are separated untill next October. It´s been a month now, eternity for me, not to her.
Dont say goodbye, be strong!! I know it´s hard, I have been so smashed, so frustrated, my heart in a little pieces.
I miss her, love her, would give everything to just hold her in my arms.. But I´ll have to wait for that.
on an email. But I had no courage to send it. I know it would make my life easier, but I'm just not ready yet..
I'm quite sure that it will not work out for the two of us, but right now I'm holding on to him as hard as I can. We would not be living in the same country for at least 4-5 years and right now it's impossible to even call him... An email once a week is not enough to keep this relationship alive..
Hold on to your girl and take care!!
I've written several emails myself, but somehow they always end up being nothing but drafts in my mail box.
I've tried being the worlds best girlfriend, the worst girlfriend, and everythin in between, to try to make him give me MORE of his time. Cuz just like for you, that one email a week doesnt cut it for me.
But at the same time, I keep thinkin ,what if I could bare with this difficult time in our lives and get through it......could I end up happier than ever if I just hang in there?
But at this age, wasting time is my biggest enemy. The thought of waiting around all this time for NOTHING is the worst case scenario. And unfortunately also the most likely one to happen.
It's hard isn't it?? He's so far away that it just hurts. Not being able to hold him and love him.
I know this is all in my head, I know he misses me and loves me, and my head is playing tricks on me. And that's why I'm trying to keep myself busy, doing everything and nothing not to think of him. It's not really working, but at least I'm trying..
The worst feeling so far has been in the mornings. When I wake up and had a dream about him, and then open my eyes and he's not there to hold me..
Oh f**k I hate this!! And for the first time in my life I thought I've found something special and now he's so far away..
Don't let go just yet! When are you going to see him again? My plan is to go see him in six months and after that I'll(either with him or without) have to make some kind of decision about this..
I have enough time, I did not want to be in a relationship..but this missing and thinking of him takes so much of my energy...so if this is not working out I will just deal with it and it's over..
Take care and hold on to him, atleast until you see him again..!
..definitely! The last time I saw him was March and Im gonna see him again in July....so its not too bad of a wait. But its still bad, cuz every day is a struggle.
Plus the worst thing is that its always ME making everything happen. His life is a lot more restricted than mine, whereas I have the freedom to travel. As much as I love doing so, I wouldnt mind havin him here every now and then too.
I've always tried that whole "staying busy" thing....and just creating a life for myself here, cuz if all fails....I dont wanna one day wake up and realise that I have no life or anything to fall on.
I just dont seem to enjoy anything I try to do here :D
Yes..it is very hard..when one you love is 10 000 km away from you..:( And how feelings change from desperate to overly happy and the opposite again..:(
I can`t complain that we wouldn`t talk with each other...10 hours a day is nothing rare for us on msn..but when you wanted to feel him and touch him!!
i am going to him in this summer..to see him for the first time "in reality"..and soon i think we are putting too much expectations to that..this year has been like hell and heaven at the same time..he knows me better than anyone else ever..which is sure strange.while he is so far away..
i think he is even more desperate than i am..at least today when we talked .yes..it takes a lot of energy to miss and think of him..and i`m soon afraid this will ruin his life also..his well planned life..so we HAVE to see each other soon..to see what is this all about..if we are gonna be together for the rest of our lives or not,as he said to me today also....he is so sure about it..that we are meant to each other..
And so am i also..even with all those differences(age and so on..)But anyway i have feeling that i have to watch this to the end..no matter what..:)
the one who wrote: Hard as, a rcok.. :) may i ask but how old are you and your love and where does he lives?
...that he is "slightly" younger than i am and he lives in South-America,in biggest country there.
Hope your curiosity is satisfied somehow..:)
Take care!
satisfied now (: thank you a lot.
My sweetheart is in Greece 3000 kilometers away and even that seems so far away. How can I be?
I wish to go to see him, but atm I dont have enough money for that. How can I have money while I need to work hard? :/
while I need to *study hard , pardon for my mistake!
I HATE THIS!!!!! I hate hating him, I hate loving him..
I don't know, I really feel like saying goodbye to him..but how can I do that?? How can I say to him that this is not enough, when I'm not doing the best I could do be with him.. (Yes, I actually have the choice of being with him, but I'm not sure I want to "ruin" my own future just to be with him..) And how can I expect him to leave his life long dream just to be with me..
Well, maybe it's ment to be, maybe not.. The question is, do I have what it takes to wait.. At the moment I'm not sure (I actually haven't heard from him for over a week now...AND I DO FEEL STUPID AND NAIVE!!!!)
Could someone just give me my brains back?? So I could move on and live my OWN life again..!!
There is only one person who will be for sure with you all of your life.. and it´s you. Remember that. You have to take care yourself. You need to love yourself. Learn how to be with you. It´s not simple and easy, but it´s worth it!!!
I miss and love my girl while she is away somewhere.. But I have learned trough hard way that it´s one of the most important things to love yourself. And being gentle. Act like you are love of your life!!
After that, it´s much easier to trust and give love to someone else. And your love to him/her it´s more pure!!! Then you can love without any conditions.
Give some time youself to be with you. That´s my advice, and I´m trying to do that with me right now. It´s been very releasing feeling!!
Strenght for you!!!
...brasileirinho?
Desculpe,nao falo bem Portuguese...Actually not at all..:( Luckily he can speak excellent english...sure,i wanna learn his native tongue also ,maybe that happens one day,when i live there..:D
Thanks. And I know that, it's just that I've never been in a situation like this. I mean, I've had relationships and so on, but not like this. I really feel we could have a future together, but I'm not sure it will ever be possible. I'm the one who misses and need emails and calls. He's out there having fun.
We talked about this and he admitted that he does not miss or think of me ALL THE TIME. And yes, I do understand that, I have my own life here as well.
I do trust him, but sometimes it would be nice if he'd say it to me.. I know he'd never do anything to hurt me, on purpose anyway..
But yeah, I'm giving us a chance. When and if I'll ever see him again we'll see what happens. He's not from Finland (another European country) and he's not coming to Europe any time soon, so we'll see what happens..
You take care, and your girl is one lucky girl to have you..
I know your feelings.. My girl is having fun in the mexico right now. Long distance relationships are always different compared to "normal" relationships.
Trust and communication are those keys wich you need to get trough that kind of situation. I think you should say to your bf about your feelings.. Say to him that you like his messages and love his voice, and you would like to hear his voice more often :)
It´s not easy to love someone who is so far away! I´m lucky because I know that she is coming back to me in august. Your situation is different, more difficult.. And I truly hope that you and your bf will get trough that :)
I really miss my love so much!! But I cant think of her every moments, I must have my own life here. Of course she is always in my heart, I can feel her there when ever i think of her!!
As I said before, most important person is still you to yourself! Love yourself and your love to your bf/gf will be more pure and real!!!
All the best for you!! Try to hang on there! Things will always get better, no matter what!
tuttu tunne....