My Letter to You
Why does it feel so hard to love you?
Why does it feel like you dont feel the same way?
you tell me sometimes that you LOVE me, then sometimes you act like i`m not even there.
many things have happend, many bad things and many good things.
I cant talk to you because i`m affraid to hurt your feelings, honestly.. i did hurt you already and i feel so bad about it, that i cant even write it in my own language i feel so ashamed...
we got married, we would live together for the rest of our lifes... but no! i broke your heart and you broke mine. Now i cant stop crying...
you think i dont care you say you cant trust me... but only God knows how much i really love you.
i told you once that you are my world... you still are...
i would do anything for you... but i`m affraid that you wount do the same.
I`m not strong, i get hurt... im not showing it to you because i cant...
FUCK!!!! i was the ONE for you, you promised me... now you wont even notice if i didnt exist unless you need something...
everyone knows your side of the story and hate me for that... they dont know mine... and i wount tell them.. because i cant...
i`m so fucked up in my head and i really hope someone can unlock me... please!!!
i dont understand... am i stupid? or to kind?
when you came into our lifes, mine and the childrens life you even made them the promise you wouldnt leave or hurt us, but you did both. Because of them i have to be strong even if i dont have the strength-. i just cant give up even if i want to...
when i think back i see.... now you spend your time whit me so no one knows, not your parents, just a few friends knows...
How long will i Love You????
Why does it feel so hard to love you?
Why does it feel like you dont feel the same way?
you tell me sometimes that you LOVE me, then sometimes you act like i`m not even there.
many things have happend, many bad things and many good things.
I cant talk to you because i`m affraid to hurt your feelings, honestly.. i did hurt you already and i feel so bad about it, that i cant even write it in my own language i feel so ashamed...
we got married, we would live together for the rest of our lifes... but no! i broke your heart and you broke mine. Now i cant stop crying...
you think i dont care you say you cant trust me... but only God knows how much i really love you.
i told you once that you are my world... you still are...
i would do anything for you... but i`m affraid that you wount do the same.
I`m not strong, i get hurt... im not showing it to you because i cant...
FUCK!!!! i was the ONE for you, you promised me... now you wont even notice if i didnt exist unless you need something...
everyone knows your side of the story and hate me for that... they dont know mine... and i wount tell them.. because i cant...
i`m so fucked up in my head and i really hope someone can unlock me... please!!!
i dont understand... am i stupid? or to kind?
when you came into our lifes, mine and the childrens life you even made them the promise you wouldnt leave or hurt us, but you did both. Because of them i have to be strong even if i dont have the strength-. i just cant give up even if i want to...
when i think back i see.... now you spend your time whit me so no one knows, not your parents, just a few friends knows...
How long will i Love You????
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