Tuttu juttu...
It's 8 months since he left for the bar and never came back.
He left me, our 5 years old son and our then still not born baby- now a 6 months old beautiful little girl.
For what? For another woman, of course.
It hurts. So much... and still I hope, wait... but also know he'll never come back.
Was I that bad? Didn't I ever fulfill every wish he had? Am I ugly? Old? What went wrong? Where?
I so miss him with all his idiotic doings. I so want him to hold me and I hold him.
I so love him and want him back!
It's 8 months since he left for the bar and never came back.
He left me, our 5 years old son and our then still not born baby- now a 6 months old beautiful little girl.
For what? For another woman, of course.
It hurts. So much... and still I hope, wait... but also know he'll never come back.
Was I that bad? Didn't I ever fulfill every wish he had? Am I ugly? Old? What went wrong? Where?
I so miss him with all his idiotic doings. I so want him to hold me and I hold him.
I so love him and want him back!
Vastaukset 4
Vanhimmat
Day after day,
Our love turns gray,
Like the skin on a dying man.
And night after night,
We pretend it’s all right,
But I have grown older,
And you have grown colder,
And nothing is very much fun, anymore.
-Pink Floyd: One of my turns
olisko ollu niin et ukko oli sanonu jostain asiasta riittavan monta kertaa sulle eika se menny jakeluun, sit ukko lahti kun ei enaa jaksanu selittaa miljoonatta kertaa.
I apolize for my poor English. I hope you understand Finnish a little bit.
When my husbend left me, I was 43 year old.
An alcoholist say what ever comes from his mouth.
You can not take the words seriously.
He told me, that I am a old, ugly an not attractive (haluttava) woman. The words were like a hit against my face.
Years have gone and I feel nowadays very well.
You can get support from other women.
I can not advice you more. Writing is a very good hobby. Internetforums can give you very much support. The best inform I get from the English diskussionforums of Al-Anon many years ago. Thanks for internet. Without net I would be much more stupied.
Yeah... he would say: Give me money! I am going to the pub!
That's what he would say!