ICH LIEBE DICH!I LOVE YOU FOREVER!

I couldn't help myself, I got back here, after one night of thinking again.I knew it, although completely pointless and useless, I've got to confess to you.No one will find any use for my faded spirit anymore;) But some of it came by just to say to you how important you will remain to me.Abused and destroyed by the male sex, a malnourished leftover lesbian feminist today, it's not easy for me to admit.That I adore you despite your Antarctica cruel evilness.
But as I lay sick again last night, I realised, I will think of you for the rest of my life, and I'd get horribly sicker if I fought against admitting my love for you.
I have never known you, but always kinda felt a little something of you.And it's childish and sweet, noble and charmingly naïve (also called creative;)), every woman's and young girl's dream come true.It's sad that this fantastic miracle has been the main cause of anxiety in my life.
I'm now a trendy but still very passé weirdo and so I wanna remain..Have my mayhems and so I'll stay.
I've also laughed @ a story I was read as a child.It was about two baby ghosts called Phyllis and James, they were always up to something..And it's a long time ago that.
Forbidden Sweetie.Behind Verboten gates.I'd climb over any fence to get to see you - if I only were 21 again..Feel used by me:LOVING KISSES you're a fire that will always keep me a little more sound.Let me keep that dream of you.Pippi Långstrump told me in my sleep there is only one thing you can do when you're in love, confess.Even if it's an incredibly utopistic dream.
I cannot and I will not stop loving you, no matter what you say.I'll keep a little piece of you inside my blouse until I die.Baby.